may flowers.

funny, i started taking vitamins and it has totally boosted my mood. i still get sad and especially anxious, but now that i have some sort of routine i feel more stable.

my sister's boyfriend is home for the week and has been driving her around which has opened up a lot more time to work on art [last couple of weeks have been devoted to me and ruth's art exchange]. been to the park twice this weekend to feed the fish/turtles/birds and read a little. went to yellow springs last week [a hippie town north of dayton] and really enjoyed myself. bought a few things, ate a sandwich, drank two lattes [not at once]. and i visited a cute guy who owns a little boutique which he does all the designs and screenprinting in the back. his six year old son was taking a nap while we chatted. so, i assumed he was unavailable.

i've been making it a pt. to get out and soak up some rays and the chatter of others. it helps a lot. i just have to push myself to do it b/c i forget very easily how much i need it.