i'm torn

i miss the midwest, my clothes, and my buddies who still reside there. and then there is phoenix. hot as fuck, no seasons, limited amount of clothes. but there are two ppl here i cherish very much and can't see myself leaving. not yet. plus. . .an opportunity has arisen. my friend will be teaching an after school art program and needs an extra hand. this is something i've been wanting to do for quite some time. or at least try.

what shall i do?